Saturday, June 27, 2009

Thursday, June 25, 2009


mirrors were smashed & I covered my love & the whole room in Bloody Mary


I have been banging up I confess, and yet my use is extremely moderate and controlled what am I saying? Kate will not tolerate this shite I wouldn’t blame her, and alongside the fixing neither of us seem to completely trust each other although I love her and no other and the tiffs & tumults come between magical happy times. the most cherished hours are those spent in her arms . . . so why this suspended feud? oh I dunno, she certainly knows how to get a rise out of me. Or tears. Or low-flying guitars. Is it me trying to avoid the reality of my most antisocial habits, or is there any defence in these debates that I can confidently use. . . and so I sorry selfish c*** I might well be . . .

It is divinity itself, true love, and hell is the heart’s terrible palpitations as a “turning” is in the offing. All I wish for is for her to come and lead me back out of the dark.


no more apologies
i'm too tired, i'm so very tired
and i'm feeling very sick and ill today
but i'm still fond of you

Monday, June 22, 2009




frederic beigbeder,
theselby.com

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Tuesday, June 16, 2009


jolies sandales à moi bientôt
ipod, piscine, taches de rousseur.

Monday, June 15, 2009

Friday, June 12, 2009



you talk like Marlene Dietrich and you dance like Zizi Jeanmaire
your clothes are all made by Balmain, and there’s diamonds and pearls in your hair

Thursday, June 11, 2009


kate moss.

truth begins
truth begins

je reve encore de ces bottes..

Wednesday, June 10, 2009


l'homme de ma vie

Friday, June 5, 2009



la vérité



tout ca ne tient qu'à un fil?

j'ai tort, dis-le.
mensonge, mensonge

i'm scared
i'm scared of being broken again.

please, don't be stupid my dear
stop saying those things.

Thursday, June 4, 2009